Posts Tagged ‘Trust’

Trust

Posted: September 7, 2006 in Prior to 2006
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I have just realised what trust means to me.  If there is any doubt of trust, I will end a friendship or make the end of a relationship.  The question however is:  Is there anyone out there worth trusting?  Is there anyone that knows when to trust someone?  I have this ‘raging’ storm of disappointment that fills my mind these past few days.  Why?

Screw friends, screw love.  That is the way I feel right now.  Today I am more relaxed when I am alone.  No worries of disappointing someone else or being disappointed by them.  There must be something better out there except for this ****.  It is working on my nerves.

I am looking out to buy a little car, and with this furious mood, I am not even excited about it.  Just another day in this screwed up world of ours.

Ok, phase one of my ‘changes’ has been completed.  Now, I will slowly enter phase two.  And who knows, if all goes well, it will be over before anyone will notice it.  Good riddance they say… Good Riddance to Bad Rubbish.

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Trust

Posted: August 1, 2001 in Prior to 2006
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‘Hope’ and ‘Trust’ are so closely related. Almost can call them twins.  Trust is the foundation I build my life on; some great architects, but I have not always been the greatest of builders.  Here and there, I need to demolish pieces and start all over again.  Have I lost it?  I will answer this question later on due to obvious reasons.  What I am trying to say is that some I trust too easily and it cost me dearly.  So my construction is not solid enough as I would prefer it to be.  Nevertheless, trust is great for building your life on, especially when you have the right building materials and architects.

I just realised what trust means to me.  If there is any doubt of trust, I will end a friendship or make an end of a relationship.  Question is: Is there anyone worth trusting?  Is there anyone that knows when to trust someone?

I have this ‘raging’ storm of disappointment that fills my mind these past few days.  Why?  Because someone proved that they do not trust me.

Trust

Posted: March 1, 2001 in Prior to 2006
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I think I have a problem with trust.  I tend to trust people way too easily.  This is a winning recipe for pain, heartache, and egos ripped to pieces.  It is like giving a person the benefit of the doubt until you get proven wrong.  And believe me; I get proven wrong a lot.  I did try until now not to trust that easily no more, but it is very hard for me to do… I know what it feels like not to be trusted.  That is probably partly reason why I trust people so easy.  All I know is I must change.  Question is… Will I be able to change that…ever?  And with that, a lot of confusion sets into my mind.