Faded

Posted: September 10, 2006 in Prior to 2006

I’m tired.  Everything seem so pointless.  I’ve lost the urge to make people smile.  I’ve lost the energy to go out of my way to make people happy.  I love it when people smile, but it is not my place to get them there anymore.  The last few times I tried, I either got on people’s nerves or got them irritated.  Then I feel bad, guilty and disappointed.  Just to mention a few of the emotions that I experienced.  I can feel I am building up pressure inside, and I am going to explode as time progress.  I just wish things were a bit less complicated and confusing.  Things would’ve been so much easier.

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