Posted: June 1, 2003 in Prior to 2006

Well, I am supposed to be sleeping, but my mind is running around again.  I realised that I have been selfish.  Maybe I should move away from where I am now.  I know too many people this side.  What has being selfish got to do with this?

Well, to be frank:  If people don’t smile, I nag, nag and bug them until they smile.  What the *swearing* was I thinking?  If the person doesn’t want to smile, it is that person’s decision / choice.  It is not for me to decide for them to smile or not.

But like the saying goes ‘too little, too late’.  Earlier today, I lost a very dear friend of mine.  Serves me right.  I think I should just be by myself.  That way I will save people a lot of time and frustration.  I wish that friend could read my mind right now, because it will say that I am sorry.


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